Randomness

Hehe!! Having two blogs are kind of good for me :).. It is because, perhaps, only little people know and remember about this link.

Anyways, I read my old posts in this blog and suddenly I miss the time when I was still pure, when I didn't have any feeling to make simple things turn into complicated things. Sometimes, I felt regret to know all of the facts.. but.. I can't change my past!! And some more I should say many many thanks to the experiences in the past, they have built me to be who I am HERE and NOW! :)

Almost one month I have been in my 21 years old and I can feel that I am more mature. Maybe it is so called the transformation from a big girl to be a woman! TOUGH process if I am allowed to speak it out.. Really, it is a tough process in which you yourself will be amazed seeing miracle things you can do.. in which you can see your mind tries so hard to get to know about this self.. in which family and friends become so much important that you won't be able to let go of them. Yeaps, it is more to the process where you know yourself but you are uncertain about it!

For me, I find that myself is someone with bunches of cares, patience, and tears. So much cares that I can't let my eyes go from my family and friends. So much patience that in the condition people think I should be angry, but I won't be. So much tears, it does not mean that I am a sad person.. but I find myself to be easily influenced by condition.. The tears come out following the flow of my feeling.

Being a woman is not easy, yet it is an interesting process for me! It is kinda funny and too early, but I wish that in the future, I will be a good mother to my children, I will be a good daughter to my parents, and I will be a good sister to my siblings.. Meanwhile, for this time, I closed my heart to see males, so I have no wishes yet to be a good wife to my man.. and I am still doubt and feeling uncertain about friendship things, so the wishes to some of them haven't been built yet :).. However, for some friends of mine, I value them so much that I have kept them lock in my heart. Hopefully, I will be a good friend to them in this present and future moment.

Helping SJBA for Kathina 2008

Today I feel great because I can do something good hehe!! Although it was tiring, but when I did it with friends (Edi, Hartanto, Alex, Jimmy, Chandra, Cen2, Agus) I felt happy though.

We went to SJBA on 10.30. Uncle Chua picked us from in front of Lagoon View to SJBA (how kind he is!! Sadhu to him ^^). At the beginning, we didn't work together, I and Cen2 worked inside the shrine hall, helping an uncle to set up the words "SJBA, 20th Anniversary, 22nd Nov'08 (Sat), Through the Years" on the wall. Others worked outside, in the play ground, I think they helped to clean the ground there, I am not sure..

Around 12 p.m. uncles and aunties asked us to have lunch. Wonderfull!! the lunch was very delicious!! I ate porridge, kwetiauw, fried noodle, cake ==> OMB!! I ate a lot wakakaka (only realizing now ==")

Nahh the funniest part was after the lunch!! TOgether we helped to count the flowers that will be used in Kathina ceremony. We counted 400++ flowers!! Imagine!! and the flowers were very very beautiful! ^^
After counting, we helped to clean the floor outside the shrine hall. We swept and mopped the floor. The extraordinary thing was we kept to sweep and mop although the wind was big at that time wahaha!! Jimmy threw the water from the pipe before we went to mop the floor. It was a lot of fun, we together, helped each other, to finish cleansing the floor.

One amazing thing happened. Chandra has inner power!! He could break the stick wood of the mop!! wakaka!! It broke while he was mopping wakakaka!! We are the witnesses of his secret power hahaha!!

Lastly, around 3 p.m. uncle chua sent us back to our beloved condominium.. Thanks to him gave us such a chance to help in SJBA and provided us transportation to go there.

Anyways, I have packed my stuff to go to Langkawi and it was done very fast haha (only 30 minutes!!) hahaha!!
Hope there will be a lot of fun in Langkawi!! =)

I am back!!

Wahaha setelah sekian lama!! Setengah taon udah ga buka ini, akhirnya sekarang mulai membuka lagi n post2 cerita2 unik hidupku wakakaka

Ini berhasil buka setelah mencoba2 password n email. Tau2 sekali berhasil wahhh rasanya mak nyesss hahaha!!! ;p

Thanks to TaraBuddY, Edi, Hartanto, n temen2 laennya yg udah mendukung saya untuk buka kembali blog ini hahaha!! Maaf lama tak update2!!

Anyways, nice to see me back here ^^

Calm and be Peaceful

Calm and be peaceful are two wondering words for human to behave in this society. No matter what the problem is, how big the problem is, we need to solve it with calm and peaceful mind. When the mind is in calm state, everything can be solved easily :D

Yup.. those are some advices I found from attending today's Dhamma Talk in temple. Everything are come from the mind.. When u feel afraid, just feel the afraid feeling, don't be affected by the afraid feeling. When u feel anxiety, just feel the anxiety feeling, don't be affected by the anxiety feeling.

Hmmm.. in fact, sometimes when I feel sad, i will be affected by the sad feeling and do something which i myself don't know why i done it haha!!

Then, as human we also need to learn to let go something, because everything in this world is impermanent. We are also impermanent, we will become old and die one day..


Anyways, I haven't do any packaging for my returning to Indonesia haha!! So lazy..
Whoo I just realized that holiday is not so nice when you spend it by yourself. It's better to do some assignments than a self holiday haha!!

Preface ^^

Yuhuuu... This is my first time writing in blogger. Actually I made this because of Edi's support and I read Kucrut's blog >.<

Today, I feel lonely because my roommie went back to Indo ady>.<... I am happy having such a great great roommie like her :D

Waaa.. I also want to go back to Indo. I miss my hometown, actually I miss my family and gado2!!! Wuhhh gado2 is a delicious food.. Slurrpp.... Cannot tahan lar XD

Btw, I forgot to tell u that I am IBC (Indo Born Chinesse) wahaha!! I come from a wonderful small city called Solo. Now, I am in Malaysia finishing my biotechnology degree in Monash University. I met a lot of friends in Malaysia, most of them are from Indo as well, but never mind they are so kind and nice friends :D

Aduh bingung mau nulis apa lagi hahaha!! (Gj gini tau2 berubah jadi bahasa Indo wahaha!!)

Ya udah deh, have a nice day for all the readers :D
Take care ^^